Sunday, August 24, 2008
Life has been in a repeated cycle ever since I have returned from the states. Due to constant naggings, I have decided to blog once again. I have, however lost all motivation and wit to blog out a nice entry.
House in a huge mess with boxes so unlabelled i cant differentiate where my undies to my soft toys to my books .... check
Gazillions of photos to be exchange, updated, edited, quality checked, & of cos to be blogged ... check
6 modules worth of workload undone for the first 2 academic weeks... check
Plenty of meet-ups to be done ... check
Putting in more enthusiasm in everything I do .... uncheck?
Sigh... life is just blardi hell good, isn't it?
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
Many things Ive actually bottled up, unwilling to vent on anyone or anything. It will get better, as always. It just sucks right now. It will all go away. One day. Eventually.
My heart was swimming in words gathered by the wind
My voice bounded into a cloud-carried tomorrow
My heart trembled in the moon-swayed mirror
Soft tears spilled with a stream of stars
Words halted by wind are a gentle illusion
A tomorrow torn by clouds is the voice of a distant place
Those stars that trembled and spilled cannot hide my tears
My dream of your face that I softly touch melts in the morning
I never expected things to turn out this way. I never expected myself to fall in so deep. I never expected myself to care so much. I never expected myself to turn out this way.
Why do my tears still flow, just thinking of you in the abyss of the deep dark night?
No one told me it was gonna be this hard. It doesn't matter which way I go, the ending will still hurt. Soft tears spilled with a stream of tears. Shortlived and beautiful. Far away and painful. So near and out of reach. Experiencing all these at one go, enough to drive one crazy.
Your existence matter more and more to me as the days pass by. I tried so hard to get you outta my head just to have you showing up again. I tried so hard to forget just to be reminded of the animosity. I can try for a lifetime, but maybe I could fail. Im afraid to try at all because Im afraid of losing you.
If this farewell is the beginning of a journey, I'll smile as much as I can for you.
I have to forget you even if I have to force myself or I won't be able to face the rest of my own journey.
My silent tears are pouring out of my heart but I'll take a step forward without regrets.
I'm sorry for your tenderness, until I see you once again.
Everything just sucks big time right now.
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